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[Jun. 26th, 2004|08:36 pm] |
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well here it is another fucked up day with christina my grilfriend or should i say my exgirlfriend now. yup thats right its over between us, and the REALLY fucked up thing is tom. is pride in chicago and we WERE suppose to go together but now she decides to end the relationship the day before and i've gone and gotten things for the event. i've been crying off and on every since she said the famous words "i just wanna be friends" man... get the fuck outta here with that! dont wanna hear that shit! you expect me to TRULY be fine with hearing those words? I had feelings for her before we got together and while we were together and now im suppose to just turn my feelings off for her like they were never there? |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2004|05:59 pm] |
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today has been crazy but good. first im in a relationship where my girlfriend doesnt give me the affection that i want but shes good to me although we get on each others nerves. my ex is calling me constantly not wanting anything but sex and she knows that im in a relationship. then theres this girl that i go to school with, she wants to be with me but she and i both have girlfriends and the thing of it is that we all go to school together how messed up is that? u know im happy with someone but yet u want me to leave her to make u happy? i dont think so! i know that im not going to leave my girl to be with someone i hardly know. she also told me that she has liked me for the past two months u cant just spring something like that on someone and expect them to say "okay i'll date u". then theres the situation with "D" man!..........shes the woman i............. i dont even know where to begin so im gonna have go write about that one at another date. i wanna say hi to my sweetie youngchops!:) |
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